start of an unfinished story

I don't know exactly how it all began, so it puts me in deadened position to clarify the matters of which I've been exposed to, so I'm not truly aware of them myself. I never got used to my life before it altered so readily, everything moved too fast, people moved in an act of aggression to get to and through, the lights were always too bright, and there was always some old bad news accumulating. But i never anticipated for this. I'd take back my Oh So Simple life, although before i found it hard to endure, but it had to be better than this.